It's like everything is almost in my grasp: Happiness, success, love.... it's like it's almost there and I can't quite hold onto it.
I just wish that everything would settle in my life. My relationship with Jamal seemed so good but he got mad over nothing and is now not talking to me, for no reason though. He got jealous because of some guy that was hitting on me at work-- some guy that I was in no way shape or form interested in.
ugh. Why is everything so screwed up for me?