SCREWED UP

My life is a crazy mess. I wish that I could get onto some kind of stable ground but sometimes I feel like I'm missing the most important part of remaining on stable ground: the footing.

It's like everything is almost in my grasp: Happiness, success, love.... it's like it's almost there and I can't quite hold onto it.

I just wish that everything would settle in my life. My relationship with Jamal seemed so good but he got mad over nothing and is now not talking to me, for no reason though. He got jealous because of some guy that was hitting on me at work-- some guy that I was in no way shape or form interested in.

ugh. Why is everything so screwed up for me?

I should be asleeppppp

:o)

I really should be asleep right now. It's 3:30 am and I need to be up early to get ready to go to Loretta's boyfriend's family's house. lol yeah. say that three times fast.

Um

soooooooo

FML.

the end.